Why don't I tell you how much I love you

Although that

your love manage the wheel of my life ,

and direct the sails of my words,

Penetrate the femininity waves

with your voice tone

which falls like a rain drop over my hear

So i live with it for months

I can not announce how much I love you .

Not in order to preserve my dignity,

because it's all yours if you want

and not from fear for my femininity

which i am quiet sure it's safe in your hands,

and not for all the barriers lie between us .

Why then ?

Although your presence force me to change !

Whenever I felt your letters with  my eyes ..

sharpening my angels

But with all this ..

i am not  screaming loud  that 

I love you ..

Please do not think ..

I was scared of failure in my relationship with you

Sir, I am more proud to fail with you

Than the most successful with another ..

And beware that you think I'm studying  our steps

And measure whom should start,

 If  my  love is capable to plant just one jasmine

 on the wall of your emigration, i would collect all the love seeds in the world

and threw it on the ground of your body .

If my love will wipe on your tied hands a drop of tired sweat

Or is  able to steal a lock of your sadness,

I will write my love to policy of the freedom

And read it publicly

then why not ?

why i Hide my desire whenever you talk to me ..

 and wear a false mask of  strength  ..

And how ..  do you believe .. I stuck to strength without you ?

 

Why whenever we were able to

Get Through emigration of us

 i Did not whisper to you .. flirting

" How much I love you? " 

Simply because I

I could not find yet  the words to sum up my feelings ,

And passes the coals of distances

because my love - although of its power -

couldn't be a substitute for the  homeland

you had lost , or maybe he had lost you ?

I can not announce how much I love you

because I realized that my love will draw new wrinkles

on your tired forehead  ..

and throw another  loads over your shoulder

And will restore your memory ..

wounds you tried hard to heal

And will  steal your joy of the moment

To give you instead the worry of  tomorrow

I will not tell you how much I love you ..

Not because I do not love you enough

But because I love you more and more  than enough